Well, there was this one girl in college. She was heavily introverted, shy, like me but also beautiful. It all started with her following me on Instagram and liking all of my posts. Time passed and one day I sat next to her at college and we talked the whole time. She texted me after the lesson, because she had to send me some documents. From now on we texted HELL a lot for a while and also drove together to college and sometimes after the final lesson we strolled through the city. I began to develop strong feelings for her but I already somehow predicted she didnt love me back. Despite that, I had a little hope left, because she complimented me quite often and was very interested in my personality.
Someday I could not take it anymore and confessed to her. She was shocked and overwhelmed but had to tell me that she doesnt feel the same for me. Additionally, she was very thankful for my honesty. Well, we no longer have contact and it´s over.
I literally cannot say anything negative about her. She was so kind, caring and empathetic.
I feel so empty and aimless. Where do I go now? Thanks for reading..